Reminisce
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Seems forever since I last blogged.
Time flies.
Sometime, somewhere, when I thought it was all okay once again, someone, something pulls the rug underneath my feet and like London Bridge, all falls down.
But its ok. Climbing up is no longer as hard as it was the first time round. In fact, my ability to mood switch scares me. hahahahahah.
But that usually only happens at home. Usually.
I figured my mom was right.
I am still immature.
Bad time management (read: late), lack of discipline.
I fear failing my papers. Seriously hate feeling dumb. But I can't say anything, because I am not doing anything to change that.
Downfalls are such that they are blindspots until you really fall. And possibly break your neck.
Well. I am such a morbid person.
hahahahahaahaha.
I do miss alot of things I enjoyed in the past. Chatting with the girls over excessively long lunches (ling ling especially!), doing nothing in particular but talk. And talk and talk. Huh. I think I am getting talkative in my old age.
Nah, I am already over the acting 17 part. I openly and willingly declare that I am 21 years, 1 month and 6 days as of 11 march 2009. After all, if I am 17, I have to meet him and repeat everything all over again. Not really a pleasant thought.
I am seeing people around me commiting the same mistakes again and again.
My mom always says: 不要钻牛角间，学会放手，做人会更开心. I am always and forever glad my mom is always around. She is a source of comfort for me, source of unconditional love, and my best friend in this world. (: I really really love her.
Onto happier stuff!
12 Mar - Lunch with elmo, kim ann and suen hui. Hopefully my dearest ling can make it (it has been ages since we last met!)
13 Mar - appointment at 2pm, clothes shopping at bugis with suen hui (maybe?)
15 Mar - Charissa's birthday party (: RedPinkPle
18 Mar - Ellien's 21st
21 Mar - Piano concert @ nafa
March is turning out to be a exciting month (: