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Three papers coming up!

Sigh. Am i going to die or die.

Either way, I am a dead, deaaaadddddddddddd roasted rabbit.

Been entertaining myself with fruits basket (Yuki!), and the weekly bleach. Its almost fascinating, the way I can relax knowing full well my head is on the guillotine.

DISGUST.

First reaction when I realised HE was using facebook. I was hoping he would stay away, like how he avoided so many other sites. But, no luck.

WELL. Now that thats out. I feel better, albeit still reeling. LOL. I think I managed to convince myself he dropped off the face of earth. This is a smack right into the face that he still exists, and he is within reach. Oh no. I shall not think that way. I hate you, si jidan. HATEEEE YOU.

Good news, I am happily ADDICTED to accounting. Hahahahahahah :) I am loving it, and the fact that I finally understand all the mumble and jumble of numbers. If only the same thing would happen for MACRO.

Once you open your heart and mind, you see so much more.

Breathe in the scenery around you, see the people around you for who they are :)

My first impression of Vincent was that of a pompous self-centered being with a penchant for cold jokes. But now, hahahahaha!

Who would ever thought to draw a female lizard on the board to lure the crawling live one that was distracting everyone's attention?

He would, and did hahaha!

Allowing myself to wallow in minute problems hazed my vision for a few months. What a waste of time. Now I know why I was so much more carefree and happier than last time.

There are people who make your day, people who can ruin it simply by existing. Ignore the latter, concentrate on those who make your day, because they are the ones who really deserve it :)

Use your energy to love, not getting disgusted/unhappy over those others :)

Dreaming, dreaming.

Been doing what I do best at: dreaming.

hahahaha, I find alot of solace in it. Many find it useless, but I love doing it. Simply because it gives me hope for the future, makes me feel as though I can do the impossible to get what I want.

When I get a house of my own, I'll make sure to incorporate a window seat for me to sit there and dream my days away.

It's nice enough to keep me happy :) Just dreaming about it hahha.

Happy birthday Ling dearest :) Pictures to be up soon!

In hiding from now till the end of exams.

Been feeling restless, watching Boys Over Flowers, logging into Suen's facebook accounts liberally (hahahah!) to manage our restaurant city accounts.

Most importantly, I feel very cooped up.

I feel like all my freedom is robbed away. And that I am tied down by obligations. I can't seem to escape the intangible binds around me.

One month away from exams. 30 days away. 29 days away. The countdown is slowly and steadily repeated in my head. It is almost driving me crazy. I can't fail. I won't fail.

I must say its hard to forget about the nearing exams. Not with my dad constantly humming in my ears: Why aren't you studying. Have you studied today? Go study.

Not when I need to explain to them everytime I am going out. Not when I need to put up with that disapproving look whenever I am doing somethings deemed not important now that exams are around the corner. Its seriously driving me mad.

I hate the feeling of the loss of freedom.

BUT.

I can't disappoint them again. Not again anyways. I need to prove to myself.

Born slacker. Hahaha can't help slacking even when I am not supposed to.

I feel like a loner and a recluse.

I was so happy on Friday when I went out for lunch with dearest Ling, Ming, and uncle. It was the most alive moment for a few months. I almost felt I was back on the ground. :) Thank you ling dearest. For organising.

Hmmm. Hopefully, every thing will remain fine.

I'll be back end May!

Time to study, time to chiong.

But what am I doing? :(

Busy being sick. Busy spacing out. aiks.

It's hard feeling this disappointed in someone.

One by one. All fell down. True friends are so hard to come by.

Three papers coming up!

Sigh. Am i going to die or die.

Either way, I am a dead, deaaaadddddddddddd roasted rabbit.

Been entertaining myself with fruits basket (Yuki!), and the weekly bleach. Its almost fascinating, the way I can relax knowing full well my head is on the guillotine.

DISGUST.

First reaction when I realised HE was using facebook. I was hoping he would stay away, like how he avoided so many other sites. But, no luck.

WELL. Now that thats out. I feel better, albeit still reeling. LOL. I think I managed to convince myself he dropped off the face of earth. This is a smack right into the face that he still exists, and he is within reach. Oh no. I shall not think that way. I hate you, si jidan. HATEEEE YOU.

Good news, I am happily ADDICTED to accounting. Hahahahahahah :) I am loving it, and the fact that I finally understand all the mumble and jumble of numbers. If only the same thing would happen for MACRO.

Once you open your heart and mind, you see so much more.

Breathe in the scenery around you, see the people around you for who they are :)

My first impression of Vincent was that of a pompous self-centered being with a penchant for cold jokes. But now, hahahahaha!

Who would ever thought to draw a female lizard on the board to lure the crawling live one that was distracting everyone's attention?

He would, and did hahaha!

Allowing myself to wallow in minute problems hazed my vision for a few months. What a waste of time. Now I know why I was so much more carefree and happier than last time.

There are people who make your day, people who can ruin it simply by existing. Ignore the latter, concentrate on those who make your day, because they are the ones who really deserve it :)

Use your energy to love, not getting disgusted/unhappy over those others :)

Dreaming, dreaming.

Been doing what I do best at: dreaming.

hahahaha, I find alot of solace in it. Many find it useless, but I love doing it. Simply because it gives me hope for the future, makes me feel as though I can do the impossible to get what I want.

When I get a house of my own, I'll make sure to incorporate a window seat for me to sit there and dream my days away.

It's nice enough to keep me happy :) Just dreaming about it hahha.

Happy birthday Ling dearest :) Pictures to be up soon!

In hiding from now till the end of exams.

Been feeling restless, watching Boys Over Flowers, logging into Suen's facebook accounts liberally (hahahah!) to manage our restaurant city accounts.

Most importantly, I feel very cooped up.

I feel like all my freedom is robbed away. And that I am tied down by obligations. I can't seem to escape the intangible binds around me.

One month away from exams. 30 days away. 29 days away. The countdown is slowly and steadily repeated in my head. It is almost driving me crazy. I can't fail. I won't fail.

I must say its hard to forget about the nearing exams. Not with my dad constantly humming in my ears: Why aren't you studying. Have you studied today? Go study.

Not when I need to explain to them everytime I am going out. Not when I need to put up with that disapproving look whenever I am doing somethings deemed not important now that exams are around the corner. Its seriously driving me mad.

I hate the feeling of the loss of freedom.

BUT.

I can't disappoint them again. Not again anyways. I need to prove to myself.

Born slacker. Hahaha can't help slacking even when I am not supposed to.

I feel like a loner and a recluse.

I was so happy on Friday when I went out for lunch with dearest Ling, Ming, and uncle. It was the most alive moment for a few months. I almost felt I was back on the ground. :) Thank you ling dearest. For organising.

Hmmm. Hopefully, every thing will remain fine.

I'll be back end May!

Time to study, time to chiong.

But what am I doing? :(

Busy being sick. Busy spacing out. aiks.

It's hard feeling this disappointed in someone.

One by one. All fell down. True friends are so hard to come by.